
Welcome To My Secret Spot
Ok, so it's not so secret--but it should be Top Secret Classified information-because I'm taking you through the dark, craggy, crevices of my dirty mind-sharing with you the sweet and the sordid thoughts, dreams, and stories that play themselves out in my head( and occasionally in real life). Sit back and relax--forget about the day's troubles and join my journey of debauchery. This blog is not for the kiddies, so if you are under the age of 18-be gone.
Monday, September 7, 2009
5 Places I'd Love To Live

Saturday, August 29, 2009
The Idea Of You
It's a fairly complicated slice of heaven
Where I am yours and you are mine
Yet we have never met.
Deeply, I am enthralled by you
And amazingly, I'm not afraid.
This isn't some teenage love affair
Where both parties only want the thrills of flesh against flesh.
I want your sweet eyes to look at me with the light of adoration
and I want to see the darkness of lust burst within them.
I want to know your smile
and I want to feel your tears.
I am in love with your wit.
I am in love with your mind.
I wish I could hear you breathe.
I wish I could hear your laugh.
I am so damn in love with you
and yet we've never touched.
How can this be?
I swear I've felt you, in a raindrop on my skin
I swear I've closed my eyes and heard you
Whisper my name on a breeze
Someone once told you that you wrote suffering
in a warm manner.
Like you knew it so well that you could communicate it in better strands of words than anyone twice your age.
Your mouth is made to wind words into luxurious sentences that express your every thought, your every ideal.
And I picture it, often, against mine.
Soft, voluptuous, delicious.
I am...
so damn in love...with the idea
of YOU.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
The Power Of The Pen
The pen waits patiently
ready to caress between the lines
It teases open the notebook
waiting for the muse to respond
to the rhythm of the rambling pen
Dipping into her ink
inviting, urging, begging her to come
Penetrating the imagination
fantasies flowing onto paper
fantasies of us
of a love
passionate & sensual
heightened arousal
constant cravings
for the one that
shall be like
a euphoric drug
the inspiration
for all that is done
but also a sickness
a festering obsession
when thirst is left unquenched
as this love remains unknown
the drug is only enough
for thoughts penned to paper
making fantasy
a brief reality
for the heart & the mind
And moisture weeps between
my thighs
As words spill onto the page
Friday, June 5, 2009
Castles In The Sky
Our castle stands atop the hills
And offers strength of spirit
Place your hand little one unto mine
And I shall lead you to it.
The family castle is now your home
The stones grow ever stronger
For the castle's built on love and hope
Alone you are no longer.
Behind these walls that rise up high
Lies a garden lush and green
It's offerings bountiful as the sea
And beauty yet unseen.
Drink the waters that beckon you near
They'll fill your heart with hope
Feast on the knowledge offered here
For that will help you cope.
Our fires will fill your soul with warmth
To cast off the chill outside
Yet stay not here within these walls
They were not built to hide.
Swing wide the gates so you can see
The world lie at your feet
For without what hides beyond
The castle's incomplete.
Mount our stallion strong and true
For he shall be your guide
His legs have carried those of us
Who've ventured far outside.
Fear not what you do not yet know
Lead on and find your star
Fill your pack with experience
That you shall gain afar.
The good times will outnumber bad
Though sometimes you shall fall
It's at that time that you should seek
The strength of the castle wall.
For no matter the path you choose to take
No matter the strength of tides
You need only look inside your heart
For that's where the castle resides.
castle poem
by Nancy Rakovszky